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i like all kinds of food, beer, the city, driving, girls i can actually hold a conversation with, walking with no destination in mind, and growing out my beard in the winter.
this blog is filled with daily random ruminations, writing/lyrics (encouraging feedback always), shameless plugs of my own band, support for other bands, and general misbehavior. enjoy.
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    fuck.

    usually, being busy all the time is a pretty good thing. most people would always rather be busy than bored. but i get so busy i don’t have time to hang out with anyone - i don’t have time to hang out with the only girl i’ve been slightly interested in in a very long time, and it really really sucks because i can’t do anything about it. all i can do is watch as i drift farther away. 

    this whole heartache/forever alone/loner thing is getting really old. i have no one to hold onto. i know half the time i tell myself i’m glad i’m single, but the truth is the other half is what usually occupies my mind. the half that tells me i want companionship. because i really do.

    — 3 months ago with 1 note
    #personal 
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